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mistressofmuses ([personal profile] mistressofmuses) wrote2022-08-14 09:42 pm

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I am just... stupid tired. Didn't sleep well last night.

Today was also just stupid at work. The last hour and a half just utterly fell apart, so I didn't get everything done that I'd hoped to. I had to leave some of it for the manager to deal with, which I hope doesn't suck too bad.

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Weirdly today I suddenly had a very specific "IT'S FALL!!!" feeling. It's... not, quite. It was still in the 90s today, everything is still very much summer (even if the days are getting noticeably shorter and such.)

But there's a very specific kind of restlessness that hits me with fall. Restlessness and kind of nostalgia and a bit of excitement. Some directionless creative energy. Mostly... I want to bake and I want to decorate for fall and Halloween. I don't know if it's memories of back-to-school, or buried hibernation instinct yes I'm joking or what, but it's a weirdly domestic urge, but also a very specific one.

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Patrick is safely home and recovering, which is a relief. He said he'll have to do some further testing to find out whether there's permanent damage to his heart. It's a little worrisome that he's all the way out in fucking Alma, which is so damn isolated, but at least he's not in the damn ICU.

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